MyLifesBoring

holidays

2006-03-14T02:46:00.002-08:00

So, its the holidays now. haha. Good for u guys.=D. i have to be like in school for lessons lol. okay lah, not the whole week, but most of the days of the week, sianism. haha. Just got back from npcc, whole day of training. tireddddd. ive learnt " it takes one to know the other". Although it was from my Teacher, it well emphasizes on basically everything. My Sec 1 Cadets, when i asked them," how long do u need to fall in?" they replied, " intructor, its they all, they dont know how to fall in". well, in my mind, i thought. The next time i asked them to fall in, the person who said," instructor, its they all, they dont know how to fall in." he made the same mistake. As they were sec 1s , i didnt want to scold them too much. So i just said." look, it takes one to know the other, Think about it and See how u can Apply it". well, i think self reflection is very important to oneself. wether or not u have a SUPER good attitude. human errors occurs. Thinking back about how can u improve urself, its one of the most important aspects of life. NPCC does not only let me know how to approach my juniors. it teaches me how to improve my attitude towards one another and to learn discipline. i Admit i might be quite Roudy sometimes, but i try to draw a line between being serious and not.

holidays

2006-03-14T02:46:00.001-08:00

holidays

2006-03-14T02:46:00.000-08:00

Sian

2006-03-08T05:51:00.000-08:00

Omg. I didnt know taking Os is so stressful. not only that la ok, PArents are being a pain in the neck. Teachers also the same thing, everyday keep saying the same thing" u all taking ur o lvls now, better start putting in effort and do do do. " i go school for 9 hours whole day studying, then go home thought can rest, watch tv a bit also cannot, mother come say" u taking ur o lvls now better start putting in effort and do do do." wa lao,i think i sleeping also dream of them saying thhat to me lar.* YES ITS THAT BAD.*. Sian. next week holidays i got 3 sets of maths and accounts papers to complete. Sure dont need holiday liao. Whole day doing work nia. ZzZ.

i Miss her So much

2006-03-05T03:33:00.000-08:00

Well, its hard to get over love isnt it? Sometimes it gets u thinking , Do u Really love her? or is it just Someone which u "Think"u like. Sighs, It Really Gets me thinking sometimes. Ive made mistakes in my LoveLife. As uSual, typical me. But One Things for sure, im Not going to make The SAme Mistake again.Well, Ivee Thought About it , Asked myself. "Am i ready to give a girl my all". Okay maybe not My all, But To Make her happy, Be with her when shes down, To give her Support and A Shoulder to lean on. Recently , My heart flew to a girl in church , She was one of a kind, Cheerful, Perfect in every single way. I Started to Have feelings for her the moment i laid my eyes on her. i Didnt Tell her i liked her because i feel it was naive to say "i liked u the moment i saw u"its like telling someone u like him/her for no reason. time passed, I started talking to her, Showing concern like every guy does to the girl he likes. Picking up the courage over time and consultation with her friends, i told her"i love you". =). It was a heart relieve for me to finally say something i wanted to say a long time ago. Ironically, she replied that she wasent ready to go into a relationship and wanted to focus on her studies.Well, of course i respected her Decisions. But Deep down inside, i Cried. Was it Something Wrong that i said? was it Something wrong i Did? Well, People do say time Can heal anything. Personally, i feel time Couldnt heal my pain. i stopped Smsing her for a week, Thinking that Time can heal my pain. However, i finally realised that She had already taken my heart. Time could not heal , neither can it Mend My Broken heart. Oh how Much i wanted to tell her now ,"i miss You"

The InsaneD March 4th

2006-03-04T06:04:00.000-08:00

Wa Sian. Woke up at 8Am just to go to the dumb polyclinic . When u think of polyclinic, Surely Need to wait damn long one right, but nevermind , got government sudsidy. So i wait loh, no complaints. Then i wait until so Damn long , i read my book tilll half finish liao. i See people come later then me then go in earlier then me, wa kao sia . what is this, LOL. Ai ya , life is unfair one la. Nevermind. Then Thinking about Subsidy !!! wa so happy hor.?? The Doctors are Like Shit la, Basket. Firstly hor, the Doctor say what i Need More Rest(Which person Sick DONt need more Rest one?!!!) then Hor he say, my Symtoms are Symtoms of the Mind. Nevermind leh he say that, STill say i need PsycholoGist. What the hEll. I need PsyCholoGist for What?Then he SAy i Need to LEarn to Control my Emotions Properly. -.- SCREW him La. LOL. Lastly , That JOKER ask me if i play computer Games, and of course i say yes la. Then he say" PLaying Computer Games is Unhealthy, try not to play Too Violent And Abusive game"i say ok. Then he SAy, What games u play? i say"aiya, tell u u also dont know. still wan know for what sia"then he SAy"i got play games leh?. "i went O.O __." u Tell me PLaying Games unhealthy , Then now U ur Self play games.? * of course i didnt say lah xD* then he say i play halflife. I WENT EVEN MORE "O.O__" . *Nabei, Tell me dont play violent games sia. HalfLife not Violent ah"?* Sighs. PolyClinics , although good Service by the gahmen. The Doctors inSide there just See and Go nia. Patient wan Mc just Give nia. I first time see Such a Come and Go doctor. Sighs >.<.. OK la dont SAy morning. Now hor dinner time i went to this Japanese Eating PLace hor, also mother the coupon got free stuff la.=D . then mother say, got Lucky Spin at the end of the Meal. 20, 30 ,40, 80 Dollar Voucher. But Hor, the Spinning Board so small Hor. its even smaller then ur PLate u use to eat .=.=. Then The Bloody 20 Dollar 30 Dollar So many Slots. the 80 dollar one Slot. i Was like WA Piang. I think u Have to be Super Blardy Lucky to Win that 80 Dollar Voucher la. ONE SLOT LEH>.<. (Out of like 20 Slots?) Then hor i Make a bet with my Mother, Say if She can Win 80 Dollar. i STUDY for her ar until 12 Am this Morning. Then Hor wah. we eat eat eat. until Damn song leh. Like Free one . just CAll CAll Call. LOL. After we eat, we went to the counter . Then the Man there hor ask my Mother Spin the Wheel, First time she sPin. Tio 30 Dollar! LOL. then the Man ssay, Tio Stuck At one Point. not counted.(wah piang where got like that one) Then She Spin Another time, TIO 80 DOLLAR LEH. WA KAO. SHE TYCO SIAO SIA. WHERE GOT SO LUcKY ANYHOW SPIN TIo 80 Dollar. then the Cashier also say. Wa so Lucky ah u all eat the bill is 80 dollar and 50 cen. Then She say Ok loh can off-set. SO we PAY 50 CEN! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA . Now i Gotta go home and study till 12 am. WA sian!. LOL.